Thursday, 31 May 2012

A Touch Of Cancer............

I'm back!  Oh, so you didn't notice I'd been away eh??  It's actually been just over three months since the last blog but trust me, I haven't been idle in that time.  I have had a few shocks, a trickle of tears, a brush with self pity (honestly, five minutes max) lots of laughs, a shed load of cards and even pressies, some amazingly, heartwarming moments ..............and two rounds of chemotherapy thrown in for good measure. I haven't taken one single photo.

First hat.  I do look slightly manic!
 I guess you've worked out why I haven't been blogging then?!  It's a bit of  bummer but I seem to have cancer, or as I prefer to say, a touch of cancer.  This phrase is actually one used by the dad of my great pal, Annie and I love it.  It implies a temporary hitch, nothing too serious and so that appeals to me.  Mine is the peritoneum/ovarian type (of which more in a future blog, mainly to raise awareness).  My mantra at the moment is "Survive and Thrive" which trips off the tongue quite nicely I think!

I have no intention of turning my blog into a platform from where I can whinge or moan about life being unfair or provide an endless stream of detailed, medical minutia about 'living with cancer' stuff (well not yet anyway!).  There are many other blogs which serve that purpose far better than I can, so I will try and stick with upbeat, positive, funny stuff whenever possible.  This doesn't mean I am trivialising my illness in any way (how could I?) but I need to be upbeat, positive and have a laugh whenever possible,  that's the reason - it's all me, me, me!  So, today's blog is short to ease myself back into it, or in truth, re-learn how to do it because they have 'updated, improved' the templates etc.  I hate it when they do that because it takes me bloody ages to know what I'm doing - then they change it - arghhhh!! See, moaning already.
Me in the morning!
As my hair has rejected me for a while, I thought you might like to see some of the hats I now have in order to cover the ol' head and also the very beautiful scarves I have received as gifts.  I feel like an actress, darling!  I considered tattooing it but was afraid I might get carried away and end up with tattoos in inappropriate places!  You may wonder why there is also a photo of a baby monkey with sticky-up, bum fluff hair?  Then I will tell you.  In our family, we can occasionally verve towards 'bad taste' humour and I certainly have over the last few months.  I woke up yesterday, washed my head, towel dried it, looked in the mirror and fell about laughing at the image staring back at me.  I was going to get David to take a photo for the blog but decided it might be a bit of a shock for some readers. Instead, he found the monkey photo which I think sums up the look I have right now, precisely - well you have to laugh and the monkey is far cuter than me!


Finally for today, I do hope I haven't put you off reading the blog again.  Some of you might even have read JoeJo's FoodandBiscuitsblogspot.com so will be aware of all this. It will be interesting and perhaps useful for me and I will try to make it as amusing, fun, informative and entertaining as possible, although maybe not all at the same time!

I will write in a future blog about how wonderful my family and friends are.  I may have cancer but I am also, without a shadow of a doubt,  the luckiest person in the world.

Lots of love

Sue xx

6 comments:

  1. omg! you look so pretty! Found you through your son on twitter :)

    And yes, you have cancer now, but you won't have it forever - get nuked and run heh heh. Good idea the hats etc. Wigs just boiled what was left of my brains after chemo, disaster resulted, so I just wore Buff headgear [check out the Buff site - there are some scrummy ones]

    So, that's a sort of hello from me to you me dear. Oh, and I love the 'manic' pic best - you do look completely bonkers! LOVE it ;)
    x

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    1. Thanks so much for taking the time to email me, I do appreciate it. Joe found your blog (he vets them for me!) and I have been reading it, finding it fun and useful!
      I think I have a hat fetish now - ha - but guess there are worse ones!
      Take care x

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  2. Dear AS. The various headgear looks fabulous! So pleased to see you are very much in charge of your current situation - Survive & Thrive - LOVE IT!! Hope to see you very soon. Sending you all our love. Neil xxx

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  3. Hey.....my fab nephew! We just had a laugh playing about with the gear but I doubt I would go out draped in an extravagant scarf 'cos knowing me, it would fall off or a bird would land on it!
    See you next week for our day out??!!
    xxxx

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  4. Definitely, can't wait! Its a great stretch of canal, along to Beeston Castle with a very handy country pub at our turnaround point at the other end. And I'll be most disappointed if you aren't sporting at least semi-extravagant headgear! 8-) See you then! N xxx

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