Sunday, 9 October 2011

John

It’s coming up to the 5th anniversary of my husband’s death.  It’s the build up to it that affects me more because I sometimes (not constantly) catch myself thinking this is the day X happened, or the doctor told us this, or I had to leave work early because…..  It’s a strange feeling and I don’t wail anymore, there’s just sadness mixed with resignation now.  Then the day is here ….. and it’s okay really, I just concentrate on all the good stuff, as usual. 

So if you have a moment to spare, raise a glass to John, he would have liked that!

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